Trying to find an internship is taking up so much of my time! Yesterday, I spent three hours on ONE application! I am not even sure yet that it meets the requirements for my major, and I'm definitely not sure that they would even want me. God wants people who are willing and available and faithful! I'm in! God said, "Who should we send? Who will go on our behalf" and Isaiah said, "Here I am, Lord. Send me!" That's me. I'm totally willing to go anywhere and do anything, so if God wants me to spend the summer in Haiti, He better open up a door for me! =]
Other than spending all of my days knee deep in internship mania, I have pretty much only had homework and procrastinating my homework. My stinking gen eds have busy work every day, and I have the books for those classes. Meanwhile, I'm already behind in my other classes because the books are still not here. I'm probably going to give up my social life for the next two weeks or so... hopefully not for the whole semester.
Okay, so, I love Monica to death. She is one of my best Asburian friends, you know. I know she loves me, but sometimes I think she is really not a good friend to me. One of the most important things in a friend (to me, at least) is that they really listen and care about what you're saying. I keep trying to tell Monica about how I've had a rough couple of days (and you know what? I basically never get stressed out, so I feel like people should pay attention when I do!) and that this internship stuff is really hard on me. She doesn't pay any notice. She is so depressed this week because Jessca is in the DR, and she won't even appreciate the people she does get to be around this week (like me, for instance). I just feel like, with the amount of times that I get stressed out, someone would be there for me once in a blue moon when it happens!
We had our first Koinonia of the semester on Tuesday! It was great!
My goodness, I just want to go to Haiti for the summer more than anything!
Love,
Shelbs Magee
ALSO:
hello from the study room. i just wrote a song and then i took a video of me singing it in the study room. it's brilliant, just so you know!
bloody brilliant =]